random outburst

this is random...but

i wish i can sing.
but sadly, i cant.
doesn't sound too decent.
singing is a great talent.
in which i dont have.
maybe if i could, it'd help me.
be more happy.
enjoy life.
and eh.. find a girl. lol
cuz i'm losing it.
it's a lot of things i want.
but i know everyone cant get what they want.
i'm losing interest in a lot.
i wish i can help myself.
where do i start?
you tell me.
it sounds like i'm losing confidence.
am i?
just a little.
it's difficult.
just a few years ago...
a cocky asian.
calling himself the "sexiest asian ever"
(in which in actuality i probably still am lol)
now is losing it and looking down on himself.
its ok.
it'll change somehow.
but when?
in order for a change to happen.
i need a new start.
turn on my engine.
put on my seatbelt.
and put the pedal to the metal.
but wait.
as of now..
"i have flat tires"
=(


lol