Wednesday, September 24, 2008

it happened again...

i thought i asked
to be released from this "curse" i'm in.
well...
curse remains on.
why? is the question.
i don't know... is the answer.
this isn't the first.
please make it be the last.
not sure if you guys read my facebook status..
but it says...
Ron D. Marcelo hates girls with boyfriends! (no offense)
thats right!
ok, ok, to make a long story short...
crush #1... has a boyfriend.
i found out in an awkward way.
yes, i was blown.
i invited her somewhere...
i think she was accepting to "try" to go.
on the process of getting her number...
well, she saved mines first...
in the process... she said
"i'll give you my house number
cause my boyfriend would trip
if you call this phone."
what.the.fuck
i mean damn.
i aint even want the house number after that.
but yeah. not good.
i thought i was in there.
we had great, and i mean great
conversation today.
she said i had the "perfect" smile... and
that she never met someone with perfect teeth before.
i was happy to hear that. so...
i complimented her back.
she was fly.
and beautiful.
as always.
but this really sucks.
i really like her.
people often wonder...
"why does Ron always mention the past..."
"why does Ron always talk to the girls from his [past]"
well... I try to find new
but look where it leads me to...
[sigh]
so much for miss independent. =(

13 comments:

Tamika said...

dang man, but its gonna be ok. But maybe if you stop lookin it will be starin u right in ur face.. i found this to be true lol.. funny storry, i lost my lip gloss right, was lookin all over for it... couldnt find it. But then when i wasnt lookin and just so happened to look under my bed for somethin.. BAM there it was right in my face, this has happened on numerous occations too.. stop lookin and let it find u

r[o]n said...

i have stopped looking.
then im back to where i started.
bored.
anxious.
if i keep waiting.
ill be 30 and dry!
lol

Bryan B said...

damn son im blown for you. cuz that shit keeps happening to you. I already talked to you earlier bout this so you know what to do now lol.

next in line?
lol

r[o]n said...

i hate lines. lol.
but that is what #2 is for.
now if she has one too.
i'm done.
throwing in the towel.

Anonymous said...

this makes me sad =(
kinda fucked that she gave u the house number?
cheer up redskin!

r[o]n said...

ugh.
ima get that damn cell number.
fuck her boyfriend.
lol

NAE NAE said...

a fucking house number? i wouldn't have called. thats stupid. and her reason is even stupider. cheer up for the LAST time! be patient. you don't need a significant other inorder to be happy Ron. The only person that can truly make you happy is YOU!

NAE NAE said...

"i hate girls with boyfriends"...

STOP CHASING them then. like Mika said, stop lookin and let it find you.

r[o]n said...

ive stopped looking for 2 years. i got bored. so im back at it again.
i think if i dont look..
it'll never find me...

NAE NAE said...

excuse my bluntness but... you blow me sometimes [pause]. lol. forreal. there is nothing anyone can say or do that will make you just live your life and stop worrying so much about finding a girl. trust me, i know how it feels to be single and wanting to mingle lol. but unlike you, i REFUSE to literally sit and mop around about it. there's more to life than rushing mother nature. your time will come. chill out.

"The only person that can truly make you happy is YOU!"

Sandra G. said...

Don't worry Ron, your time will come... trust me.... and when it does you will be happier than ever.

Anonymous said...

in the meantime...
please change that song already!
ugh.

r[o]n said...

lol jeez.
that was serious.