step on the scale...

ok as you already know...
(some of you...)

i've been trying to lose weight

for a while now.

not successful.

i was successful once.

back in the early 2006 era.

I lost 35 pounds.

from 223 lbs to 188 lbs.

amazing transformation i know!

too bad 2.5 years later...

most of the weight came back.

=(

well a lot of it is muscle.

but still.

i thank all the people that tell me...

"Ron you're fine."

it hasn't been the first time hearing that.

i heard that 2.5 years ago.

i then lost the weight and people were speechless.

i was a new person.

confident and people LOVED the new, me.
(lets not forget the line of females...)
(and the dudes that wished to be in my position)

lol

i know i should just "live my life"

but i want to live it fun.

i'm trying.

i wanna be able to dress how i use to dress.

well not how i use to...

just fit things the same way i did before

ok, i know how to "get fly"

but i havent really produced to my full potential lately.

lack of motivation is my dilemma.

my motivation 2.5 year ago was...

that fashion show and prom.

i honestly have to say that i loved the past.

i want to go back.

2006 was the funnnest time of my life.

i miss it. i miss the old me.

and i miss the people in my life, back then.
(her... oh yeah and... her. lol)

here i was back then post-weight loss...